BABAE NABUNTIS NG BOYFRIEND NG KANYANG SARILING NANAY!

The most anticipated series of the story about a girl who got pregnant with her mother’s boyfriend finally got its sequel in DJ Raqi Terra‘s segment “Secret Files” on Yes FM. The story of a forbidden love by a girl, coined “Juday“, and her mother’s boyfriend, named “Oliver“, made waves on social media after they both shared their accounts in the same segment before, which drew flak from many.



Juday started by saying that she didn’t expect that many would be drawn to their story, much less so that they’re requesting for an update. With a heavy heart, she informed that she had a miscarriage two weeks ago and has since been mourning the loss.



“I lost the baby that was conceived in a secret affair. Sobrang sakit and until now umiiyak ako while I’m writing this.” Because of her being an only child in a broken family, she shared that she has dreamed of having siblings since she was a child. “Siguro nga, may sumuway na sa ‘kin nung umpisa pa lang nung relasyon namin ni Oliver kung meron akong ate or kuya.“I may be complete with all the things that I want, but not the things that I need. A family.”

Hence, Juday said that she has planned having a huge family of her own throughout her life, making the miscarriage so much more painful for her. “When that painful miscarriage happened, my world stopped for a while kasi I wanted my baby so much.“Kahit nabuo siya sa maling paraan, I never considered abortion. Kahit masasaktan ko ang sarili kong ina, sinige ko pa rin. Tinuloy ko pa rin.”



Regardless of what other people would say, she confessed that she really loved Oliver and said that they made their baby “with love”. “Mali man kami ni Oliver, we made our baby with love, kasi nung ginawa namin ‘yun, mahal namin ang isa’t-isa. Minahal ko si Oliver dahil kahit mali, pinilit kong maging tama. I was blinded by love.” She suffered from the emotional burden of the loss of her baby, even coming to a point of wishing for herself to die.



At this point of sorrow, however, Juday had a dream. “May nakita akong baby sa panaginip ko. Nasa walker siya, smiling at me. Showing her two dimples katulad ng kay Oliver. Naiiyak ako, but.. giggling siya na parang ang saya saya niya. Hindi ko siya malapitan kahit gustong gusto ko. Nakatingin lang siya sa ‘kin, tumatawa. “Hanggang sa nagising ako, umiyak na naman ako. Then lumipas ang ilang minuto, it hit me. Realizations. Madami. Eto ako, ready to give up, gusto nang tapusin ang buhay. Pero yung baby na yun sa panaginip ko, all smile lang siya. Naisip ko bigla siguro siya yung baby angel ko.

“It’s like my baby is telling me na ‘Mommy okay lang na nawala ako, at least you can start over again. At yung smile niya na yun, yun yung nagpa-realize sa ‘kin na dapat akong mabuhay muli to rebuild my life again.” Juday, acknowledging that what she did was selfish, said that maybe the reason why God had to take away her child was for her to fix her life. She also disclosed that she’s about to leave the country after she was offered to work abroad. She saw this as an opportunity for her to leave everything and start again on her own.

Her mother, with whom Oliver broke up after the incident, is still clueless about their relationship due to Juday’s decision to not tell her for a while. “Mag-iipon pa ng lakas ng loob to tell her at God’s perfect timing.” She narrated that she met up with Oliver to inform her of the miscarriage. According to Juday, he got angry upon knowing the truth, even accused her that she allowed it to happen. He was able to calm down later, however.

At this point, she decided to call it quits with Oliver, and said that the both of them have to start again, but not together. “I told him karma is a bitch. I lost our baby kasi nagkamali ako. Mali yung naging tayo. And now you’re about to lose me kasi mali yung minahal mo ‘ko. Kasi may niloloko tayo. Kasi may sinasaktan tayo.” She said she did this because she didn’t want for their baby to die in vain. Now, she is determined to move on and start anew with her life. Juday also gave her last words to Oliver to express her gratitude and regret as to their forbidden romance.